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my life is so screwed..
im not going for the 3mths acjc probation.. correction.. i Cant make it to acjc with my prelims results.. with L1R5 more than 10.. im so screwed.. amats n emats was so damn FULL of careless mistake.. vvvsm.. 18 + 21 = 49.. 3 x -2 = +6.. workings don match ans.. hAi..v pathetic.. i guess i can onli make it to yishun jc with my prelims.. n i seriously doubt yishun jc wans tis kind of stud.. i guess i can onli sit in tat lonely corner n cry.. but AS IF i will cry bcoz of results.. mayb when taking bck my Os results n on graduation day.. not for prelims i guess.. unless i fail eL n combine humanities..

i din noe tat ms khoo actually look DOWN on me.. i noe im not one of e strongest stud for ss.. but cmon everybody has their strengths n weaknesses..n my weakness is humanities.. guess wad she told the class.. "surprisingly, the person who scored the highest for tis class is wan lin.. err who r u?" *i raised up my hand..* " how much do u normally get?" * i said fail..even though i RARELY fail ss..n said so jus to give her some face.. n i thought shes a gOOD teacher.. i take tat bck.. cmon i jus failed ss during mock n shes like 'huh? u actually can score tat mrk'.. i even wanted to go buck up on my humanities subj.. studying ss wont b e same anymore.. or mayb im jus being too sensitive about tis.. hAi..

ok.. i hate the no. 69.. i got 69.9 for mats.. im goin to kill myself..its jus 0.1!!! wad bout rounding up to 70.. mr toh?? pls?

i can c tat mdm teoh is totally disappointed wif my chem results..i c it when she looks at me.. but she jus didn (want to) say it out..mdm mabel goh too..n mrs wong i guess.. but im glad mrs wong said ive got potential..hee.. im sorry.. althought apologising now is useless.. but at least i realised which topic im actually weak in..n will work on it b4 my Os..

well.. i guess the onli good thing that came out of tis prelims was PHYSICS.. Yes PHYSICS.. omg.. n phy was considered one of my weakest subj.. unlike everyone whos prac pull em UP n P2 pull em DOWN..my prac pull me DOWN n P2 pulled me UP (e same as bio)..wierd.. v wierd.. but at least i sustained an A for phy/bio.

im taking bck EL papers on THURS.. L1.. im worried.. eL is another freak subj that im weak in.. getting A1 for eL is practically mission v impossible.. B3 is my TARGET!! wish me luck..!!

4 subjs -- 10 pts.. unlike juan, waiip, gwong.. 4 subjs -- 4pts.. n i guess waiip gonna top e level.. his L1R5 is confirm less than 10.. ok.. i hate comparision.. man.. im gonna study thru diffusion technic now.. haha.

im sry if tis post sound so sad.. im looking at tat corner over there now.. so long.