J1 level camp

had my day1 of level camp today.. cant really say its goddamn fun.. but still, i foresee that i'll start to love my class pretty soon.. actually my classmates are alrite ppl. n i guess they r pretty enthu bout things.. but they jus don wanna show it. mayb these kinda stuff jus takes time. one thing that bug me whenever the OGLs say this.. "Be more enth leh..why so quiet?" im screaming the ans now LOUD at you guys.. "its only Day1, we've been together for not more than a few hrs.. how close can we get with acquaintances? AND THIS TAKES TIME.. TIME TIME TIME TIME TIME..... " there... ooh.. we had some kinda public speaking activity.. you know.. standing on top of the table and telling everybody sitting down our GOALS? i wasnt that really freaked out..choir experience helped.. hahaha. THEN.. some organizer ppl for this leadership camp body came and cut my speech halfway asking me to focus more on MYSELF. THEN I FREAKED OUT. i jus blurted out whatever that came to my mind.. nonsensical sentences unrelated to my goals.. and she actually nodded. hah!! the ogls had to flash the cards then to disturb us.. anw.. that kinda helped me gain some self-confident. ive nv NV stood on a table and speak out whatever i wanted. ohya.. theres this err.. indian guy. pravin i think his second MT lang is actually CHINESE!!! not tamil. and he speaks in perfect chink can.. gosh. im trying to visualize myself asking help from him when ive got problems in chink. hee.. oh and theres this pushing game.. 2 ppl blocking 1 person pushing to break the two up [using shoulders only] and 1 supporter mainly to say encouragement wds to the pusher.. it was TOUGH. but i managed to separate the 2. muahaha. PERSEVERANCE!!! and i shouted like hell when being the supporter.. voice kinda sore now.. oh! im in alto1 for choir now. the conductor ask me to be in that section first.. mainly bcoz you need a perfect voice to be in sop. eh.. perfect?? but its alrite.. i havent sang for more than half a yr.. cant really reach the high notes now. i'll have to practice more often if have to. but nah.. its alto now. i hope everybody bond fast.