IMeMyself: chink away

woohoo!!!
had my final cl paper on fri.
my LAST if i dont retake it nx yr.
for compo i did qn3..my1st qn3 ive ever done.. so its a bit risky.
i totally didn understand wth qn2 was about and since ive always been scoring badly for qn4.. my ONLY hope was on qn3. smth bout "describe the time when u were beaten.." ok. bad translation.. but it was smth like that. somehow i couldnt shake off the feeling that i was writing out of point since i was mainly writing bout how i got beaten the reason and why then what 'values' i learnt. chork did you read qn 3? did i write out of point? omgosh im scared now.
then again.. its over isnt it? i dont have to feel guilty reading the eL subtitles instead of the cL one when im watching non english/chinese shows/movies and i dont have to purposely tune to cl radio programmes to listen to cl. AND i dont have to purposely speak mandarin to my dad (adding some english wds along the way when i cant find an appropriate wd to sub it)
everybody i know in nanyang is practically a cL pro. IT'S A CULTURE i tink.
when i ask what they scored for their o lvl cl they went, "A1 loh".
you SEE!!!!! so many A1 LOH.. its like its a MUST-HAVE to get one for chink. goodness. what bout me. i jus have a B3 and i didnt retake, much less cry when i received my result. it would be like dooms day for them if they ever see a three for their chink.
ok. im not anti-chinese or watever. i totally agree that it beats just knowing one lang or best being multi-lingual , two it is crucial when china becomes a developed country in the future..to speak their lang so as to have a higher standing when trading with them, three im a chinese..i have the responsibility to 'master' my own mother tongue. yes, it sounds correct, ostensibly logical =D

oh. when shopping for winter wear. we bought LOTSA sweaters and jackets.
ok. i need to do a poll.
a light purple long sleeved with a grey tank top worn inside
OR
a dark green long sleeved with a bright orange tank top
???
i wanted option2 but mom preferred the first one.. and since im a good girl =D i followed mom's decision though my sis is more pro no2.
somehow im regretting now.
SO??!! which is better?? ive got 1 day left to exchange.. if i want to.
it's a girl problem all right.

oral presentation on 9/11
i hope choir wouldn cause another sorethroat attack.
i need to maintain my vocal chords, at least after op that is.

tada! call me conceited wadever.. =D