wth

sch suck pretty much this week.
in fact.. whatever 'luck' i have has gone down the drain.
lets start w Mon.
was told to go lt1 on wed for principal's talk..if my name was put down for bad grades i'll accept that. but what i cant swallow down was that it was bcoz of attitude problem in short ap. hello?! ap? what!? eileen told me it was bcoz i didnt hand in my hw. so that IS ap?truth is.. i hand in every piece of tut. except that recently i handed in 1/2 pieces a few days late. but i handed up all! wth.. i feel so..so.. so... er..misunderstood.

tue
i took bck my tests.
failed em all.

wed.
the talk..
which actually wasnt too bad. i thought we'd get blasted.. but in the end didnt.

thurs!
gosh. im really at fault for this.
mc was giving out the test papers and i didnt know.
thought mn had passed it to me so i distributed them out. and when all the other classes had their correct test paper w em then i realised i gave out the wrong ones.. so i went to mc to take it fr her and held the lec back. and kinda got the class scolded since we were passing the pp around.
im so sorry 33. donno what was wrong w me ystd.

today.
basically i spent the better part of the morning watching some violent show 'slipper'
which was CRAP. if not for the loudspeaker on top of me i'd ve been sleeping. that kinda set my mood for the day. pissed off. i woke up at 0545 just to get to sch for me to watch some show which i have zero interest in.
then i went to 'true files' lec which was enriching. i didnt know solving crime was so interesting and logical. and it kinda make me qn our forensic science ability. why werent they testing for the impt details?
it was mc md mt lec on 'nature v nurture' despite everything im still more sided to the nurture part. violence is in our innate nature yes.. but who would actually express that violent side of them when they r leaving in a peace-loving society?
the last part was when the religious councellor came up. he was trying to psycho us into his religious teachings.. which was wierd as i thought sch wasnt supposed to do that. but mt clarified w us that it wasnt the sch intention just that he was talking out of context.

tough week this week.
and ive got gp exam tmr.
ive got some serious studying to do this mth.
im still skeptical about studying at NLB.. im afraid it wouldnt work out as good as it would be.
mayb i should give it a shot. i'll see how i progress first.

no wonder ms agnes says i write in incomplete sentences.. i think too much and dont write em out.

ciao. and good luck pp!
i pray for better days. :D