losing and hopefully regaining focus

I lost focus.
For the whole of year 2, I lost focus in studying. I was so caught up in everything else that I forgot the reason why im in u. i forgot the basic most fundamental reason as a student. That is Till today, I realised nx wk would be my last lec on MEc. I didnt even know that tues was my 2nd last and the next wk would be last. last lec seeing e lecturer. Subconsciously, i knew lec were ending soon but I didnt accept it. But in reality, theres nth to accept. Its a Fact.

Although theres this mad rush of upcoming revision lectures. I hope to gain back the remaining momentum, work diligently and not get engross w youtubing.

Because the next 2 mths will be crucial.

That it will either make or break me.

Jia you!!!

February's festive season and my Birthday is definitely making it harder.
oh. 21st on the 23rd. haha. =)