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sch was drop dead b-o-r-i-n-g today.. got bck all our results.. n.. its well screwed up.. one of my worse results ever in sec.. besides my combined sciences, the rest din even come Close to meeting my Expected target.. n its certainly not coz ive got too high a target.. n we shld aim high in e first place.. eL well..i improved.. but i need 1.5 to jump to a b4.. mats 0.1 to a2 (theres moderation so ok..a2 i guess..from wad i heard) chem 1.5 to a2 im praying hard that deres moderation.. if not im going to beg (1st time in my life) ms chee n mdm teoh to jus let me jump a grade.. i'll be eternally grateful to em. =D. lets jus say those that im supposed to score din.. those that i thought i wouldn get gd grades did ok.. so yea.. which sch r u all goin? jc/poly?? im seriously contemplating on goin to poly.. if not i'll follow my cousins n follow em to aust melborne to study.. they told me tat e sch environment dere is good.. i hate all tis n i hate myself for slacking during prelims.. n i hate it when frens' parents ask me bout my results n im trying hard NOT to attend those family gathering stuff n save myself from those embarrassing moments when my cuz n relatives ask me bout how i had fared in prelims.. i dunno how to tell em n it will b freaking embarrassing as they ll b like expecting str As.. well.. they had str As when they were in pri n sec n jc n U n it will b dooms day 4 em if they din get A.. i guess they ll probably get shock (open mouthed shock) if i tell em i actually ve As Bs n C. but running away from problems isn my style..n will nv be. i ll jus ve to face reality n tell em one day.. (on xmas i guess.. if i can drag till then..) but they r understanding.. n im not boasting or anyting.. but most r docs.. n they should noe that e Intelligent genes isn abundant in everybody..n so cant realli blame me.. haha. (excuses 4 myself) but i must admit.. i did slack aLOT.. compared wif lower sec.. i guess u mus b bored reading stuff that doesn concern u.. so.. au revoir