anxiety attack

IM HAVING some form of an ANXIETY ATTACK NOW.
I DONNO WHY IM SO FREAKING WTH SCARED AFRAID TERRIFIED (sry..my vocab sucks badly when im not thinking properly)
its all BECAUSE OF THAT DAMN A LEVELS COUNTDOWN.. WHICH IVE JUST COME TO TERMS w it THAT A LEVELS JUST 2 MTHS+ AWAY. 2 MTHS! 2 MTHS! AND I JUST DONNO WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF. WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? HOW ARE MY GRADES SUPPOSED TO IMPROVE? WHAT IF IT DOESNT?!? dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit. dammit dammit dammit dammit dammit. dammit i need to shout!

_________________________________(after bout 1/2h later)

you know singapore is really wierd. we go for those really wierd record breaking stuffs like what was on e news today. singapore broke the record for the most no. of breastfeeding mom in one area. erm hello?! i guess we broke the record coz theres no other countries bothered enough to gather new moms together.

my toe has healed btw. the young heals faster. haha.

oh. i just rem (n to keep up w my liberal gene ;P) !! ST times today.. the ratio men : women for HIV(+) is 15 : 1. doesnt sex takes 2? as in 1 man 1 woman. the explanation for that sided representation is due to MSM. (heres a clue to what it means.. m=man s=sex) i didnt make up that shortform btw. it was stated in the newspaper. the no. of recorded men in singapore who has had msm is 67,000!!!! that IS a HUGE figure to me! considering how small a population we have..
i guess the nx time when pp say this person had engaged in sex with another.. the nx qn to pop up would be "did he have a heterosexual sex?"
what is the world becoming to?

oh. i watched Secret. b4 that we were wow-ed by how rich leroy is...
thank god that girl (i forgot her real name).. didnt die of leukemia or cancer. and contrary to what guan heng said.. jay chou didnt act cool in the show. ya. it was not bad. i almost went to press the guy's spiked hair down who was sitting in front of cyn. his hair was like blocking the subtitles.. almost.

i guess its tutorials time.

happy national day!!
happy 42th bdae Singapore!!

p.s. i'll be going sch to mug after tmr.
to james, geraldine and chork: GOOD LUCK FOR PRELIMS!! =D jia you!