eat!

a short reflection.

my obnoxious obsession with food.
ive nv been able to resist the temptation of food. just imagine the mouth-watering, 'finger-licking', wooperlicious delights of f-o-o-d. from cabbage to sharks-fin. ooh. heaven.
and since my genetic make-up says im like that. ive nv been able to truly grapple with the meaning of weight loss and the urge to lose wt which most of my frenz pray, hope and want to. i can only give them my best 'i-think-i-understand' face when they say that they arent eating this or that to lose wt. i guess by now you can guess that of life's seven deadly sins ---- lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy, pride where mine stands.

1. sloth
2. gluttony
3. pride
4. envy
5. greed
6. wrath
7. lust.

unless lust means lust for food/results.. but u and i both know what it means eh? b4 jcdays, pride was definitely among the top 2 but since then, ive experienced many heart-shattering, 'earth-shaking' moments which dragged my pride through the mud. what i thought was definitely of no prob is now standing on tenterhooks. since then, ive decided to take life optimistically. whats mine will always be mine. if my 'summation' of quotients are able to get me into the university i want, the course that i choose. my name is inscribed on it.

for now.. i just need to overcome sloth and not succumb to it. how many times have i tried to wake up before 9..? like a gazillion times. i slept with so much determination (sorry expression error but you get the pt) that i'll be able to get up at 9, start wk at 9.30?? the nx thing i know after ive hit the off button on my alarm its already 10.30. argh.

gosh im deviating.. (that's another major prob i have in compo)

my pt is EAT! so what?! eat happily. some hormone is pd (i forgot what) which neutralises stress and depression. and may i recommend dark chocs? (although i dont really like em) read the news? dark chocs prove to be helpful in making one happy. and dont tell me you'll get heaty the word is w-a-t-e-r and u need to eat quite a large amt to become heaty.

although e elaboration is pretty crap. its 12.35 and i need to get some sleep to increase my chances of waking up b4 9. wish me luck! and good luck to all muggers! :D