sweetness comes after bitterness

you never know what life has in store for you. sweetness comes after bitterness.
i was wondering bout how i should spent my holz (w/out a job)
i went for another agent interview (with so much hope that i'll find a job immed) but it turned out that e agent ll be on a lookout. after feeling depressed and all..and deciding to sent in more resume, another person called and told me that i'll be considered for a job that last 6mths. THAT IMMED INJECT A TINT OF HAPPINESS INTO ME.
then eileen told me bout the moe interview e nx day.
i went. and while walking to moe, an achieve consultant called me that i got shortlisted by aviva for temp admin work that last 3-6mths. THAT MEANS I HAVE A JOB.
just now, globalprospect called and told me im shortlisted for another job. ive to reject that job..he even asked me to consider bout his job offer and to call him back if i dislike e one i have now. (so kind)
e first thing when he called i SO wanted to ask bout e salary. but i bit my tongue and then kindly rejected e offer. i guess e pay is ~$1200-1800/mth if my memory doesnt fail me, which is a lil better than..
MAN'S GREED IS A SCARY THING.
you wish for a job first
a better job next
higher pay.
but im glad i did not fall pray to man's greatest sins..greed.
somehow im feeling uneasy bout that globalprospect offer. but i cant reject e aviva one. i believe strongly in staying true to one's words. i just hope that aviva boss will give me a raise. soon :D

must i really give CPF money!!!!!! =(