wtf

to TYHM: PLEASE PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!! thank god for ur fren ntosy which i cant simply thank enough. (im glad i know of one such a person) just dont let me know or catch hold of that whomyouknowbastard. coz i donno what i'll do to him. mayb i'll follow hj's method. and to let you know.. i did learn one thing or two from my nt & na friends back in quest and if i bitch, i'll bite his fucking retard head off. theres just one thing i cant understand, why not tell it to the tic?
being ku niang doesnt mean you'll have to be keep mum when this kinda things happen. not once twice but thrice. havent heard of once bitten twice shy? three's a crime.

it's just that theres too many unseen how shall i say perverse (did i spell correctly?) ppl out there. on the hand, there are also the erm kind souls.. standing up for integrity and RESPECT. and those within the grey areas. especially at this age: 18 where ur hormones are practically raging, speeding at 200km/h ok TOO SLOW 200km/s which id consider more realistic considering how fast ur nerves zoom.
wth its damn hard to talk when ur 'constraint'

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to get down to things.
block tests starting soon.
1week later.
im so scared my carelessness will practically kill me like what happened to my previous chem test ionic eq. argh.

theres seriously NOT enough time to study.
i'll start studying.. no not start, speed up my momentum. :D

anw..ive been eating ALOT these few days.. while eileen and linhui have got no appetite for food (or izzit canteen food)
wo hua shi wu wei li liang mah..
eating kinda increases my endophines or smth liddat making me happier and less stress.

oh. i went to the eye optician to make new specs and contacts today.
whenever theres smth to do w my eyes, problems arise.
today, the doc koh found out ive got hamorage in my retina in lay man's term a bld vessel burst in my eye. b4 you freak out or anything which i didnt since i know im in trusted and assured hands it is only a minor bld vessel. non-emergency case. what touched me so much was that he actually took the effort and time to call my private eye doc dr lim and told me about it. it was so funny. dr lim actually rem me.. she told him is she the tall girl and still in school? maybe i reason she rems me is bcoz i fall into her rare case.
as a biology student, i feel its more appropriate to show a diagram at this pt.
presenting my right eye retina.
oh. so professional.


retina in 2004 dec


retina today

from the diag, it can be seen that the yellowish part of the right hand side has a slight blood stains.. this shows hamorage.

dr koh told me it'll dissolve soon. i'm glad. =D

enough blogging.
im gonna memorise my choir songs.
theres choral exchange in pj tmr from 9am-6pm.
1 day gone liddat.

everybody jia you for SPRING tests!!!!
when im beginning to forget you , you appear
when i think of you, you disappear
my heart cant take all these..