mirror mirror on the wall who's the fairest of them all?

fair as in white
goodness!!!!! i didnt noe i look THAT fair can??
my mom even say im not tat fair (last yr). HAH!
no wonder ms chee said i become fairer when i went back qtss last yr.
mayb coz at NY east side, the only time i get out under the sun is during afternoon and since sun sets at west theres lack of sunshine.
CRAP!! haha.
ok.. pic pic pic.


pics from sarah. her BDAE. and pt face is redder in the red hot shirt.
theres one more even fairer.. lil scare you all. hahaha.
or mayb coz of flash.
nx time, i'll stand at the back.

know what?! lincoln msned me.
i thought he forgot bout me. but apparently he didn.
and i got excited and started telling him bout my life. haha
basically hes doing fantastically well at NYP.
training 4 times a wk and still scoring high mrks.
im so jealous.
FOUR TIMES!
im choiring THREE TIMES and FAILING.
i should learn some ropes from him. mayb he got some time management strategy.
or maybe I SHOULD HAVE GONE TO POLY. if theres 1 thing in life i regret, thats going to jc.
and i got thick-skinned telling him my bdae's coming. and we exchanged bdae dates. he's one day after block tests exactly. OK. i'll ask 4a to celebrate.
i didnt realize we still click so well despite not talking to each other for like mths.
i miss qtss.
and i feel like crying now. for some unknown reason.

ive known lincoln, manda, chork, alwin for half a DECADE. decade is 10yrs rite? believe it not. my best pals. lincoln is the first guy i know in qtss. i still rem our first conversation for no apparent reason.

me: "hello! what's your name?"

linc:"dont tell you"

hahaha.

while i sat near chork. alwin.. i couldnt rem.. manda is coz of 3a4a.

so funny.

it seems wierd that i can somehow relieve stress when i talk to my sec sch friends. as if im gaining some energy from them to move on with life. mayb it's because of trust. mayb is bcoz i feel more appreciated with them around.

rock on pals. i'll see ya all soon b4 i break.

im feeling happier now.