the hidden meaning

it takes an artistic soul to truly understand an abstract & contemporary dancing performance.
which i cant say i have
i don quite get most of the dancing performance held in the indoor stadium on 24/11 by renowed dancers. except that it was sad and about parting.
it was good really fantastic but not to my liking. to each his own is all that i can i say. i was hoping for a more "so you think you can dance?" type of performance but it was more of a slow, 'feeling' performance. not all that upbeat and heels kicking.
and since im not a dancer of any sort. i cant give much of an opinion.

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wenqi lost her hp @ expo adidas fair.
she clipped it on her wallet and i guess it became lose and dropped on the shelf/floor.
unfortunately, some unkind selfish soul found it and kept it for him/herself. it just makes me realize the evil side of the human heart where greed rules.
oh freak whoever took it.
spoil our supposedly fun outing.

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sometimes i doubt myself if i am able take up the position of a leader.
Am i born to lead? or to be led?
i do not believe that one can actually train a person to become a leader. one can only give advice to the other party but can never ever be taught to be one. our minister mentor is one good example. he is born a leader. he did not take any leadership course yet was able to lead singapore to her independence and to her success.
so i find it actually quite ridiculous for our so 'leaders of class and cca' to participate in the leadership training course aka ltc. if they are already a leader in their fields respectively, is there a need to further train them? what? to expand their ability and soar beyond the clouds? dude, u'll die of lack of oxygen. if it is really trainable, i would suggest letting the not so leaders to go for the training course. pls dont contradict and say it is meant for leaders. leaders in the first place dont have to go for training course.
leaders are useless without interaction w the public, i would suggest giving them communication skills lessons. there are several means of communicating right?

oh man. my china trip is drawing nearer and my tutorials aint half done. im still lazing around.. slacking and pulling off doing them. how do i curb my laziness? oh god.