help!

i have this i-cant-get-into-the-mood-to study syndrome.
mayb its bcoz im at home..
mom's on a whole week leave and shes been asking us to go shopping w her.
and i REALLY want to go shopping. its been like eons since i went.
but i cant get that GUILT feeling of not studying if i go shopping out of my head, not when my friends or practically THE WHOLE WORLD are mugging. i went ntuc w mum today after bio spa..(i'll talk bout that later..) to restock our hse groceries it added up to $180+. the whole trolley was packful of goodies, everything from cold uncooked chicken to bottled drinks were there. you name it. (everything except cigarettes..wine..beer..pls dont think dirty at this pt..no we dont have any of that stuff) a whole freaking 180 bucks for 1 week. and we didnt buy those fishes..sotong.. at all (which have to be bought in the wet market) i can just imagine the weekly spending allowance.. clothes shoes groceries.. having a family is hard work. not to mention monetary problems to face nx time. ok..im offtrack.
it says that kit kat is the BIG tthing now in japan coz the wd kit kat sounds like kitto katsu which means Sure Win and the students are buying em like crazy coz they believe they'll help them tide through the exam period which is about now i guess. I think its time to stock up on kit kats.. i need lotsa sure win.
so the jap kids are mugging w lots of auspicious goodies around them.. the singaporean jc chaps are mugging too.. i wonder how do pp actually mug. how can they sit still n memorise for hrs?

ok. next topic.
I SAT IN THE FIRST ROW AT THE MPR AGAIN!!!!!!!! i hate that arrangement.
WITH THAT GIGANOMOUS MIRROR IN FRONT OF ME.
plus the teachers were like talking so i keep hearing their mumurs which thankfully didnt irritate me that much. i couldnt think properly when the teachers passed by my table or stop in front of me.. so basically i had many memory-stop. and have to wait till the teachers walk away and for my mind to settle down b4 i can rem wad to write again. and that means i wasted a few secs.. a few secs add up = mins and for spa every min is precious. fortunately i finished on time.. just that i didnt give more reliability/safety precautions.
mn even took my ic to laugh at e pic.. smth which mc did during promos. you r disturbing mn.

i realised im getting grumpier day by day.
and i dont feel like going to NLB tmr at 9 in the morning....i donno why i dont want to.
theres one, a good studying environment (i hope..its NLB afterall)
two, my friends there to ask for help
im so against changes.. you cant blame me i spent my last 11 yrs studying at home..
mayb i should just give it a try.
gotta go. i did nth today. ciao.