busted

i busted today.
studying in sch after bio was less than satisfactory.
i was hungry
exhausted
n behaving like some attention-deficit child.
being at home was worse.
i was tv-ing ALL the way.
all thanks to my sis who was watching campus superstar which i watched only like twice thus far. and NOW im gonna watch the 11.30 channel u show. the zhen de jia bu liao.. or smth liddat (ive catch almost every episode of it)

u know i have this problem. i donno what it takes to be hardworking.
to mug 24/7? but how to?! the brain needs rest b4 it can continue to absorb info. (ok or mayb its just my brain that needs it) in other words i donno how to mug. how does one actually sit in front of the desk doing tut, revising in a whole 6h slot??! you know why im saying this? coz that neo told me im not hardworking enough. well. i do his tut and revise for tests.. what more does he want? i still need some kinda life besides studying. and im totally not like those who mug all e way through and forgo their life. crap!!

is anyone going back qtss on fri?

every teacher is asking us to study hard! how do you study hard?????